Hope

Hope is a lonely person
If I’m here with hope in real or
I’m here with hope otherwise
I’m hoping if I can stay a little longer

And so, I am living with the lonely one
Most mature against all my expectations
Calling me when she is free
When she is alone, when she is docile
When she is not and when she is the one
Call me when you are real
Call me when you are here
Oh hope, I hope you are real
Please don’t ask me to give you another chance

Weak or bleak
I seek to meet
My own hope, on my own
Among my vice, among my life
As I roll the dice, among my strife
My own hope
If even once I can believe
It’s my own hope
A successful one

“Stop dreaming, oh please stop”
But I want to have hope
“Stop bleeding, stop hurting yourself”
But I want to have hope
Hope
Stop
Die
End
Void
Devil
Hell
Sin
Hope

Aah, finally
If I’m alive, she is always a promise. If I’m dead, she became real and cursed me for not waiting long enough for her to become a reality.
Aah finally, fuck her.
Fuck hope.